The Good and the Getting Better

It has been a few days seen my last post. I thought I would wait till I had something to write about.
I was having trouble getting through this, so I bought a PS3, and it has helped me relieve some stress. Nothing like killing baddies online. I manages to make up the money in a weekend doing side jobs.

So, Mandi approached Sam, and was shot down. I sort of feel bad for her, but I had been in her shoes a few months ago and I know of the pain. Being a girl, it won't be too hard for her to find company. However, I hope she has some since this time around.

My folks let me stay with them. I was afraid to take them up on their offer since last time they really were not that supportive. But, it really feels like we are family again. Dad even helped move out some stuff and gave me a dresser. That meant so much to me. I actually feel like I have my own space!

I used to think that if Mandi never fucked Sam, that she would have not fallen for him, but maybe it was for the best. I just wish this all would have happened before I had the kids.

It is weird though. Part of me want a girlfriend, and the other says "Are you Fucking NUTS!"

I miss having sex for sure. Be nice if I could find a "Friend with benefits" situation. I hate having to start all over and have to hit on girls and go through all the bull-shit again. I have learn to make it fun though by not taking it serious.

Basically, I appoarch a table full of girls (usually that one tat has the hottest looking) and I try o get shot down on purpose by saying,
"Hi, my name is Chris and I am unemployed, don't intend of ever finding a job, and still live with my Mom."

Funny enough, they laugh and think it is creative? Girls are strange indeed.