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Holy fucking shit I am going through some serious fucking shit. As a Marine, I mask it well and nobody has a clue except when I go ape shit when I play Call of Duty.

What has been fucking with me right is how god damn cruel  and unfair life can really be. mandi is the one that fucking cheated, and yet she get the house, the kids, and will more than likely get a relationship before me. I FUCKING HATE HER! I wont to kill that bitch sometimes. Being her "friend"is the hardest thing I have ever had to to. I can tell you this, after the divorce is settled I am going to do two things.

One, not be her friend. She needs to be punished.
Two, get that bastard she fucked fired from his job.

Then maybe I will feel better and she will have her much needed redemption.

As for Sam, I am still waiting for God to do something about it, but the fact is God won't. He won't do a thing to him or her without it having some negative affect on me or the kids. You that is why I don't go to church. He refuses to help me. The worst I ever do is swear.

Then you get holy rollers up here like Chris Lavidas who love to preach about God's love. FUCK YOU CHRIS! You daddy is a millionaire, you have good looks, and now a pretty girl friend. You got a free fucking ride mother fucker. I hope you never preach to me. I will show you what the world can to do a person. I had to be a fuckin marine, shoot at mother fuckers, risk my life to go to college, have a cheating whore of a wife whom I FUCKING TRUSTED! FUCK YOU!!!!! and guys like you that get handed everything to you on a silver fucking platter.

It has been a long time since I felt like I wanted to kill somebody..........
I may need to move away before I do something stupid.