Post 3: Part 2

It's amazing how one word can put you in a emotional train wreck. That's right, my daughter is "autistic" as well. What's really fucked up is I completely deny it. So, she has a speech delay?! She is nothing like my son. It is like night and day.

Jesus, what in the hell did I do to deserve this? I am in a serious downward spiral here. Many people I suppose take it for granted that their kids don't have issues. Do they even know how blessed they are? How lucky they are?

Kate plus 8, do you even know how lucky you are? Eight kids, no autism or worst. Women like her should be ashamed that they drive their men away. You are not fooling me.

Well, that rant didn't make me feel any better at all?

Back to "real life"......

I am at a loss as to what I want to do. Part of me just wants to leave. Another part of me want to pick up a girl and have revenge sex to pay back my "wife". But that not so easy for a guy to do like a girl. A girl can go out and pick-up a guy any night she wants. Us guys get the fucking shaft though. We have to come and be all suave and by the bitch a few drinks and even then you have a 5% chance of getting laid. Then you have to worry about if the girl has any rotten crotch diseases that will fuck you up later. Fuck, I really hate women today.

I think I be happier with a beer in one hand and my junk on the other watching porn when I feel frisky.

My dumb ass wife fucked a co-worker at her job cause she thought he was "supportive", then he bolts when she wonder if he was interested in a relationship. LOL

Really, the joke is on me, cause I went back to her. I have no fucking balls. And to think I was a US Marine once. Look at me now.